You slander me all over town
spreading gossip and putting me down.
I never once sunk to your level by saying things that weren't true,
in fact, though I could have, I don't think I ever spoke ill of you.
Its sad really that our child hears everything that you say, when you speak ill of me, its them you betray.
I maintained my virtue to the bitter end and when it was all said and done still I offered to be your friend,
A gift I know now you didn't deserve really but I offered anyway.
Why I feel surprised about your behavior and actions, I really can't say.
I loved you once and gave you my heart, but you betrayed it from the start,
But through the years I thought maybe, live and learn,
when in reality it just left me open for a new burn.
So lie your lies and have your say,
this is a game I'm too grown up to play,
I never felt the need to place blame, too bad you never felt the same.
I'm your loss and she is your gain and about right now I'm feeling no pain.
When I ended our relationship I never second guessed,
You were left bitter and now the new girl is because she will always be second best,
even our child knows this to be true, its really sad that they can see right through,
the things you do and the things you say make our child see you in a different way
I just want my child to be removed from this fight, not to have to choose sides or decide who is wrong and who is right
There are no winners in this game and way too much pointing fingers and placing blame,
"As ye sow, so shall ye reap" and I'm not losing any sleep.
Next week I will look back at all this and just laugh while you're still stewing in your own Wrath.
You can't untangle your life by tying it in knots,
and when you build a life with betrayl eventually it rots....
Good Luck with your life and I wish you well and it doesn't bother me in the least that you wanna codemn me to hell.
Bitterness will fill you with emptiness and regret
I refuse to allow your stabs in the dark make me upset.
Tags: Renee